I want to be a BETTER friend.

I absolutely love this saying. As I look back on some of the things that have happened in my life, and things that are happening now. Its so hard to not know that God has helped me through more than I've deserved, he continues to help me through things each and every day.

God is real people.
He is REALLY always there for YOU.

I just wanted to say THANK YOU to all my friends who have stuck by me through thick and thin. 

I am beyond thankful for all your support, it means the world to me. 

I had the opportunity to go see this beautiful girl today. On the frontrunner home I was thinking how blessed I am to have such amazing friends. Yes friends come and go, but honestly I know that God has given me some amazing friends. I take them for granted everyday.
I need to be a better friend.
I need to be more caring.
I need to be a better listener.
I need to be more supportive.
I need to be more thankful.

I need to be more giving. 

I need to be more selfless.

All around I want to be a BETTER friend.

I want to be the BEST friend I know how to be.

xoxo - KP

You never walk alone.

This talk has helped me out so much this past week. I recently made a decision to drop my math 1050 class. A lot of factors played into me making this decision that I won't share but I know that I made the right choice. Now I may be a little behind in completing my schooling, I know with my faith everything will work out how its supposed to. I may or may not like it but I know its in my heavenly fathers hands not mine. He is always by me and always watching over me. At times I feel so alone and I can feel myself going back to that place, I will not allow myself to go back to that place of depression, I WILL NOT let satan win this time. I WANT to be happy, I know I can be happy because happiness is a choice and I choose to be happy. I am incredibly blessed to have support from my family and few friends. I know that dropping a math class ins't that big of a deal but I have worked so hard to get to where I am today, I know some of you may be worried that I won't get through math but I know that its just a few months math free then i'll be back hard at work once again. I will not let satan win, this is just a trial I have to go through and my heavenly father loves me no matter what. I have been promised that I will complete my education successfully. I'm extremely grateful for that blessing and the knowledge that I have, I know its from God, and I know its true.                                                                          

If you are going through a hard time seek the help from family members, bishop's, friends, but most importantly seek the help of your heavenly father. He knows and loves you very much. Its never too late, and you are never too far gone.

This post is completely random but I just want you all to know you NEVER walk alone.

xoxo - kp.

Life Is Beautiful.

"Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard" ~ One Republic

Lately so many of my friends have been either getting engaged, married, or having a baby. Friends I went to high school with, friends my age…. So I ask myself…Why am I not engaged, married, or having a baby?(when those things are all I want, they are the things I dream about). 

This is coming form a girl who is almost 21, never had a boyfriend, and never been kissed. (not bad things at all!!) I often wonder when???? 

When will I get a boyfriend? 

When will I get married?

When will I be able to start a family? 

I think that i'm not good enough for anyone because i'm legally blind….  I mean who wants to date a blind girl?? haha. 

Then I remember that I am a child of God. He has promised me and has let me know that I will get married and I will be a mother. I am forever grateful for that knowledge. 

This is why I have such great faith in my Heavenly Father.
He has given me so many blessings I will never be able to thank him enough.
I can turn to him anytime anywhere and ask him for help, thank him for blessings, or just
simply talk to him. My heart breaks for those who don't have the knowledge
of Heavenly Father that I do. I want everyone to be able to receive his
blessings. 

"Do not underestimate yourself by comparing yourself with others its our differences that make us  unique and beautiful"~Unknown.

Loves Froeves  

Summer has come and gone.

Wow summer has come and gone.
My summer was great to say the least.
I went to nationals, weddings, spent time with family and friends, what more could I ask for??

Now I'm into the 2ed week of school.
I'm only taking Math 1010.
Its so nice to only have to worry about Math.

I was very lucky and blessed to get a teacher as good as my last professor (keith) was. They are really good friends so that may have something to do with it. :)
John is way nice and totally willing to help me just like Keith is so its a win, win.

Finally I moved out of my parents house (yes!!!) I live right next to UVU.
Its so nice that I don't have to commute everyday to go to class anymore!

I love the roommates that I have now. They all seam pretty cool.
Lets hope it stays that way!

Loves Foreves <3 p="">

Don't let your struggle become your identity.

Happy summer!! 

Its been summer for a while for me but now its "official" all school is out! :) So I moved back hone and I just finished a year of school at UVU. I can't believe that i'm 20 and I have no idea what I want in my life, I don't know where my life is headed. I feel like i've been in the same spot for years. It seams like I haven't made any improvement sense I graduated High School is 2011. That was two years ago and two years is not a long time. I tend to do this thing where I compare myself to others, yeah I am aware its not something good to do but so many of my friends have what I "dream" of having, and what my life is "supposed" to look like. I just have to say graduating form high school was by far the easiest thing that i've ever done. I hate growing up, I hate feeling the way I do. People think i'm crazy but if I could go back to high school I would in a heartbeat. This summer is going to be exactly like last summer, I babysat all the time and didn't do anything but that and sat at home. Thats currently what this last month as consisted of. I feel forgotten, a nobody, just trash. I have very few "friends" pretty much all of them can't drive so here I am.....i'm stuck laterally stuck. 

I'm done. See ya later.